Jonathan & Hannah ONG!!

I'm IN A RELATIONSHIP again... YEAH!! With Jonathan Ong Boon Kiat.. Do i hear any congratz?? ahaha.. LOLS~~ The relationship is like a little ship on the waves at the beginning.. But now It's getting better I hope.. And stronger too. I hope this is not like one of the rest too.. He's just different from them, I KNOW!! I'm 110% sure.. I learnt so much from him. But i just wished for him to be able to fulfil his promises. I really cant take it when guys give me so many empty promises and expect me to understand them. I've done so much. I've cried so much for him too. I've went through the pains too. What more should I do? What more does he want? What more should I sacrifice? I don't know how to tell him my feelings. When will he start to understand my feelings? When will he stop showing me his :( face whenever he's stress about work? I've got my own stress too!! I DON'T WANT HISTORY TO REPEAT ITSELF AGAIN!!

And guess what? I've seen his family and he's seen my parents too. But I'm still not sure whether I'm hearing a YES or NO.. I just dont know what to do. Can someone please tell me?? But he once told me, he wanted to marry me. And I'm very very happy with that. He also said that if he didn't have this financial problem, he'll marry me even now. Even though it's only been 1-mth plus but then I've got the BEST memories with him. Like the times on the beach, cinema, shooting stars, etc. I just missed all those times when I was in his arms.

JONATHAN ONG BOON KIAT
&
HANNAH LEE LI TINE
13th July 2009
~God blessed couple~
AMEN!!
Dear, I love you sooo much!! Muahzz..
Miss you and love you forever..
I'm forever YOURS!!

About assignments, Ive been really really lazy. I need motivation. I used to have all the hostel girls with me.. But now they are all so far away. I dont even feel like doin my work anymore. I've got a presentation this Tuesday and I havent got my topic.. I've got a 3000 words essay to hand in on 29th Aug.. But I'm still 2000 words away.. Then I got another 5 pages report to hand in on 1st Sept but I havent even started.. ARGH!! It's killing me!! YNA AGA CMPUS TANI!!