Wow 5Nov2009 was a long time from now. And after 5mths, here's another lame post of mine. Should I say I've got news? Hmm.. Well, to most of my friends and deepest IYFers, most of you haven't known this. But yea, news is coming your way... Soon I hope..
Then its 14th April 2010 today. I having hectic schedules trying to cope with my lectures, tutorials and also work. Oh man.. And there's exams coming up again. 3May till 10May exams. Then after that will be 6weeks of Teaching Assisstantship (And the worse thing is I havent known the exact location of the darn school given to me). And oh yea.. You might have wondered why it would be so hard for me to cope with all these since I'm still "young".. It's just cause I haven't been feeling so good lately..
And not forgetting some members of my group work that picked up fights with me due to some personal crap which she mentioned.. I just hate it.. I always do what is best for them and for the group. And then it is all taken for granted and forgotten when it comes to time, I'm the one who is not feeling well. And to that particular 'someone' YEA GET THIS!! I HAVENT FORGIVEN YOU!!
And to fill in my readers on the issue let me post this person's post to me and do give me your opinions on what you think after you've read it
I finished my credit in the middle of sending the text.
This is what I got to say...
The text I received, I dont like it. Whoever it's from, whether it's from you or her or him, I dont care who it's forwarded from, but it basically made a point for me to have to do this, to say this. Making a clearity of how I feel.
I do not want any CAPS locks unless we are in a joking mood, I do NOT like tones and ANY f-ing attitudes in my team... In my team, I do not want to have any of our voice raised in anger of any NEGATIVE sort. Eff you, if you got a probloem. You can talk in a civil manner. WE ARE NOT KIDS. So what if we are behaving like one, SO ARE YOU!
Please la... We are all Adults. Lets behave like one. Okay... I have had enough of all these bull shit. I have been cool and trying not to get too involved in vulgary and ur violent games. Maybe you all think it's fun and acceptable, but sorry... PLEASE RESPECT MY PRTESENCE AND MY FEELINGS... I do not want to see any more people getting BULLIED physically or verbally... So, what if it's just a joke -PLEASE REMEMBER TO SAY SORRY!! Damn it man, I cannot stand any of ur violent games/ways/whatever. I WILL NOT ACCEPT ANYMORE PUBLIC VIOLENCE! Damn it.
Now, in my text...
Team, tomorrow we will be staying back to settle our science. I have not much to say except, lets come with an excited heart, positive energy and enthusiasm. How hard can that be? WHoever among us have personal issues, stress, pissed off about whatever... that is your problem, not mine, not ours. SO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF, AND NO NEED TO SHOW THE SOUR Face! Some of you know how to say other people, learn to reflect on yourself too.
Moreover, I do NOT give a shit how you feel inside, just do not put your emotions and your problems on the table. And eventually make the rest of us suffer your crap. It's YOUR crap, why do WE have to suffer with you. That issue is to be delt OUTSIDE. We can talk about whatever crap ur going tru OUTSIDE. Learn to differentiate priorities with the venues/places AND PEOPLE!
Also, if I can carry off my other last min work with enthusiasm and still pull it off, SO CAN WE! I have had enough of SHITTY attitudes from some of you. Those of you who knows who you are, you dont have to tell me, just correct yourself.
If you got a problem with anything or anyone of us, lets come together and talk in a civil manner. NO NEED FOR Tones, Attitudes, and Physical of Verbal Violence! We are ADULTS! So BE an adult. I dont care if you are physically unfit. It is NO excuse for lack of manners and respect from each other. We are a team and we are friends.
I WANT AN ENTHUSIASTIC and positive team. Even if one of us made a last minute or spontaneous mistake or error! ---that is I have one. EXAMPLE such as now, I forgot to ask my mum for the paper clips last Sat. And she does not go to work until Monday tomorrow. And UNLESS you can be fucking patience, then good. A slight error... does NOT mean the end of the fucking world OKAY! This is just an example of a slight error. We are still going to stay back to do our stuff, we will sacrifice our time, and ourselves... those who doesnt then it's automatic out of the game... Easy. No need for violence, no need for loud noises. At LEAST we are all participating, and sacrificing something.. We are doing our best. I am doing my best I can... I forget a lot of things, because I have my reasons, and I make up for them ALL the time. I WILL bring my stuff, that is I will ask my mum to pass the clips to me maybe lunch time when she pass me my food... she can hand me the material and all... FINDING ALTERNATIVES... Let us all take a chill pill and see through this positively and civilly okay?
And if one of us is not willing to help out whatever, we just civilly remind in a FRIENDLY or casual way... that, if s/he cant do it no matter what... Either no laptop kah or no time kah, or too pissed off kah, whatever you case is... I dunno abt the rest but I wont hate you, but you will be automatically out of my game. No violence involved. Just talking civilly... Do you get my point now? Or do I need to clarify and define to you all more clearly?
NO MORE TERRORISM AND LACK OF RESPECT! We are a team. So BEHAVE LIKE ONE. We can do this! Either we fucked up or what, at least we pulled it through TOGETHER! Ok? ok.
I have had enough of nonsense and I dont want to lose anyone of you in the process. Friends are friends. We are not some ANIMALS or pupils! We are Civil people. Lets be decent and talk and do things in a civil manner.
If you do not like this rule that Im stating, at least bear with me for a couple more of our group works. And then you can go back to your violent games. But at least around me, please show some respect about my feelings. What wrong did I ever do to you anyway, just my little favour I ask of you lot. Please respect my emotions, I CANNOT work with negative energy. You give me, negativity, you can just expect negativity and SHITs from me. I warn you now, so you wont have to waste your energy holding grudge on me like Ms. Jean. She gave me shitty attitude, I gave her shit back. Fair in square.
Because, what is the use of being perfect or being powerful (always winning, always seen as the Best one or the Good one). What is the use of being offended and not see your flaws?
Because lets look at the 'popular' group... P.E or Dya and so on... Or the 'Alim' groups... Limah, Saaidah, Fads, Filah, Rysah, and so on... the 'bimbos' group.... Zeerah, Fizah, Huda and so on...
Come on... LOOK at them. Open your eyes and LOOK! THEY SUCK! Yet they have fellowship, teamwork... good wills, bonds.... They all talk it our in a civil manner, whatever probs they have. Or at least, they work WITH enthusiasm! They MAY suck, or out of topic... But they worked TO-GET-HER... as a team, as a FAMILY....
Why cant we be like them? Right? Why continue with so many disagreements... Come on... What I noticed that's breaking us up is the lack of respect for one another... Come on , lets shake hands and deal with the main issue, lets come together as a team... just to get this over and done with, and then get on with our lives...
I just need us to have and show some respect. Respect and manners... please. These are not so hard to do. Unfit or not.
One of you please fwd this email to Salihin.
Each of us have our own personal issues... Yna may be the lack of laptop, Salihin maybe his lack of energy, Hannah you have your own probs.... So lets learn to be flexible...
If you say that it's almost impossible to get us to cooperate, then look at yourself. How did you ask the question in the first place. If you had used a tone on me and demand me to tell you when are my free slots, I will fuck you in the face. OF COURSE I will hesitate to tell you anything. No threatening or sarcasm please...
That is all I have to say. I have been keeping my cool for as long as I can remember. Since last semester pun ada... Second semester, I was only minding my own business, didnt wanna get too involved. Until now... it's TOO much. I ahve to say something.
So forgive me, and respect my pleas.
See you all tomorrow. Good night
Basically what is in yellow is what this person said. Do tell me what you all feel about it okay?? Thanks. And that's all for me now.
Note to all IYFers and friends: Just wait for the news which is going to come in a shocking manner. Sorry.. Do know I still love you all..
Wow... It's been a long time I haven't posted anything on this blog.. I didn't even remember I have one..lol.. I'm in Limbang now. The actual plan was to release stress here, but then, I ended up bringing along all my stress with me here.. Not even a litttle bit is released. ARGH STRESS!!! Got so much work to do and then got SOOO MANY dramas to complete EVERY WEEK!! It's like SHIT!! It's like thinking of so many scripts every week.. There's so many things I have to remember until I even forgot so many other things like reports, essays and other things.
As for me&Jonathan, of course, there are up and downs.. but then we're going through the hard times together. Staying strong on all we need to go through. Now I'm in Limbang just watching TV. Im reli tired and stressful but really hope he can be there for me and understand me well enough.
Awww..the love story on TV is so sweet... LOVE RULES, LOVE REIGNS!! MUAHZ~~
I'm IN A RELATIONSHIP again... YEAH!! With Jonathan Ong Boon Kiat.. Do i hear any congratz?? ahaha.. LOLS~~ The relationship is like a little ship on the waves at the beginning.. But now It's getting better I hope.. And stronger too. I hope this is not like one of the rest too.. He's just different from them, I KNOW!! I'm 110% sure.. I learnt so much from him. But i just wished for him to be able to fulfil his promises. I really cant take it when guys give me so many empty promises and expect me to understand them. I've done so much. I've cried so much for him too. I've went through the pains too. What more should I do? What more does he want? What more should I sacrifice? I don't know how to tell him my feelings. When will he start to understand my feelings? When will he stop showing me his :( face whenever he's stress about work? I've got my own stress too!! I DON'T WANT HISTORY TO REPEAT ITSELF AGAIN!!
And guess what? I've seen his family and he's seen my parents too. But I'm still not sure whether I'm hearing a YES or NO.. I just dont know what to do. Can someone please tell me?? But he once told me, he wanted to marry me. And I'm very very happy with that. He also said that if he didn't have this financial problem, he'll marry me even now. Even though it's only been 1-mth plus but then I've got the BEST memories with him. Like the times on the beach, cinema, shooting stars, etc. I just missed all those times when I was in his arms.
hey everyone.. Im so bored. And things have been so quiet.. And guess what IM OFFICIALLY SINGLE again!! SUCKS right?? LIFEEE... Im stuck in Miri too.. with nothing to do every day.. Good enough my aunty is letting me use her internet.. so good.. :) No one to call. No one to message.. What am I supposed to do? i have nothing better to do..
My head hurts so much and ive been getting pains all over. No one to care.. My stomach has been grumbling too.. Havent eaten much lately.. Coz everytime I eat, the next second, im in the toilet.. Hate it..
Well..update me on stuff aite... Cya..
Hey all my dear IYFers, UBD-ians, SMCS-folks, SMSS-pals, SMSS-juniors, SMSS-seniors, AFC-bro&sis,
and many more other chatters and family members whom I havent mentioned
Please do add my new email. I have already created a new email..
Please do add up... thanks.. see you soon :D
flamingblackrose23@gmail.com
Lots of love,
Hannah
Hey all..How are u all? As you all know I'm on holidays now. And I'm also not in Brunei. Im in Miri. For the whole time I'd be here.. I wont be going back before the semester start unless I have to. So take care. Well I did go back on Saturday just to pick my sister to Miri. But we only return to Miri on Sunday. Even such a short time. Yet so much had happened. It really hurt and make me sad just to talk or remember about it. Why did that all had to happen? Im really down but no one could help me. That one thing for sure..
Just to let u all know..Im also taking my license in Miri here. Prayerfully everything goes on well and pray that all will be settled before Aug.
For all IYFers, I know u all are gonna have movie night this Thurs 18th Jun 09.. But Im sorry I cant join you all. I hope u all have fun with the fellowship with each other.
For all Year 1 Dip Pri Edu, UBD. Hey we are gonna enter Year 2 soo soo soon.. :) Im sure we're all ready to go for it again right? Supplement is out again. But when is our results coming out? I cant check but pls if anyone can help me check, pls do inform me..
For all Year 2 Dip Pri Edu, UBD. TA is finally over.. You all can enjoy your hols from now on once u all hand in ur reports.. Remember.. Its a report not a diary :P *yg terasa, jan mare.. me gurau je* HAPPY HOLIDAYS :D
Thanks everyone...
Hey guyz&galz..How are you all doing? It's HOLIDAYS for me.. So yup.. Things have been quiet.. Except for the news here and there.. Its Tuesday today. Well..I'm still considering whether to go for IYF this Thurs.. Dunno if i shud go back and join them? Should I? I've heard so much going around.. Hmm..But I dont want to be marked as a 'backslidder' like the rest.. hmm... :(
Semester II exams weren't any better. Still the same stuff all around. Same cold venue and head-breaking notes to stuff in.. What more can I say? It's a university.. Now am just at home. Nothing much going around. Was cleaning up the house with dad yesterday.. OMG!! I just found out the house is getting more and more dirty every time I get home.. It is so eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... I dunno what words to describe..If you all were here, I think I could have broken your eardrums.. I scram so many time.. Stupid rat-rearers bringing in ALL THE STUPID RATS NOT ONLY INTO THE HOUSE BUT ALSO ALL OVER TOWN!! My dad even killed one with his bare hands.. Arrgh...So dirty and filthy..This is what you get when you live with people from the dumpsters.. You get junk and rats all over the house... Lizards are bad enuf and now RATS!! All my books and boxes, all torn into shreads bitten by those stupid things. I HATE THEM!! Good thing Im moving away soon.. Cant stand it here...
I think thats all for now, aite?? And to all the UBD people.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! SEE YA NEXT SEMESTER!!
Exams is finally over for me, my dear readers.. How have you guys been? Gonna post a few more stuff so u all can read more wacky stuff, aite? Neways all the nytes of staying up late and struggling to stuff info into this brain of mine is finally over..Well...at least for this semester.. I'm still in hostel waiting to be picked up.. Well Just read on and keep the flame hot aitez...So many have happened since the last time I've gone home..Well..I know some of the things..No need to hide. I'll definitely find out when I return there.. And so much has happened up here with ME too.. What to do? I cant help all these things from happening.
This is especially for the readers who understand Malay... Enjoy...
Orang TIDAK JUJUR Orang yang kalau kentut lalu menyalahkan orang lain.
* Orang BANGANG Orang yang menahan kentutnya sampai berjam-jam.
* Orang BERWAWASAN LUAS Orang yang tahu bila harus kentut.
* Orang SENGSARA Orang yang ingin kentut tapi tidak boleh kentut.
* Orang MISTERIUS Orang yang kalau kentut, orang lain tidak ada yang tahu.
* Orang GUGUP Orang yang tiba-tiba menahan kentutnya bila tiba masa nak kentut.
* Orang yang PERCAYA DIRI SENDIRI Orang yang selalu mengira kalau kentutnya bau harum.
* Orang SADIS Orang yang kalau kentut di ranjang terus dikibaskan baunya ke ranjang orang lain.
* Orang PEMALU Orang yang kalau kentut tidak bunyi tapi lalu merasa malu sendiri.
* Orang yang STRATEGIK Orang yang menyembunyikan kentutnya dengan tertawa terbahak-bahak biar orang lain tidak dengar.
* Orang BODOH Orang yang kalau habis kentut menghirup nafas untuk mengganti kentutnya yang keluar.
* Orang PELIK Orang yang kalau kentut di keluarkan sikit- sikit, sampai bunyi "tit-tit-tit".
* Orang SOMBONG Orang yang sering mencium kentutnya sendiri.
* Orang RAMAH Orang yang senang mencium kentut orang lain.
* Orang yang tidak senang BERGAUL Orang yang kalau kentut, sembunyi.
* Orang AKUATIK Orang kalau kentut di dalam air sampai bunyi blekuthuk-blekuthuk".
* Orang ATLETIK Orang kalau kentut sambil mengeluarkan tenaga dalam.
* Orang JUJUR Orang yang mengaku kalau habis kentut.
* Orang PINTAR Orang yang boleh menandai bau kentut orang lain.
* Orang MALANG Orang yang nak kentut tapi terkeluar taik....
so mana satu kentut anda?
Dan was a single guy living at home
with his father and working in the family
business.
When he found out he was going to inherit
a fortune when his sickly father died, he
decided he needed a wife with which to share his fortune.
One evening at an investment meeting
he spotted the most beautiful woman he had
ever seen.
Her natural beauty took his breath away.
"I may look like just an ordinary man," he
said to her, "but in just a few years, my father will die, and I'll inherit $65
million."
Impressed, the woman obtained
his business card and three days later, she
became his stepmother.
Women are so much better
at financial planning than men.
Why Malaysian Government insists on using English for math and science?
This is because the whole world uses the language as information and/or technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:-
Hardware = barangkeras
Software = baranglembut
Joystick = batang gembira
Plug and Play = cucuk dan main
Port = lubang
Server = pelayan
Client = pelanggan
Try to translate this:
ENGLISH:
That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.
Now in BAHASA:
Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.
Now you know...WHY...
Got this from the internet.. Just thought I might post it for ppl to read instead of forwarding it ;) Enjoy!
Hey all Sorry for not posting anything.. Have been reli-reli busy with assignments lately.. Oh my goodness... It is already 2nd semester and yet there are still free-loaders... Come on~~ An 'I don't know how?' and thats it?? You get loaded with free marks?? Argh... So not fair...
And now I have to do Jawi, reports, presentations, stuffs on my own...Even the teaching aids... Mann... I havent been sleeping well lately..just about 30min-2hr sleep per day. Then yesterday, I slept from 2pm till 12midnight past... So so so tired... And I didn't know who closed and locked my windows but i do know who closed my door... Spooky~~
So tired.... Anyone good with Jawi?? TEACH ME!! Need it badly.... *Thought I'd never need to touch it again*
That's all for now...
Oh yes... Bye bye to Fung Shan... Gonna miss you for 6months.. And to Teng2 Happy Belated Birthday..May your wishes come true.. We still are friends, ryte? ;)
A few good words for you all to ponder on. Just taking the chance to post a few more stuff for my dear readers. The internet connection hasn't been good lately. So yea.. Forgive me for the late updates.
Hey ppl..How's everyone?? Its been very quiet on the blog lately...Don't actually keep track of the number of people who actually view my blog.. Hey its 12midnight now and I'm seriously bored, tired and sleepy.. But guess what? I'm alone in the hostel. Everyone who is not a CHINESE has gone home and will not be here for the next 2days. I can see no one when I open the room door. It's like usually got Zurin and Limah there to entertain each other. And we'd all be the securities of the block..ahaha.. But now they've all gone home. And I'm alone alone alone... This is "Hostel Alone".. Bored mann~~~ And tired of shopping for my things. And assignments are building up again... Need to get on them soon. Why am I getting so lazy? Used to do everything almost instantly.. But this time is like I don touch anything. Mann thats horrible... And I'm gonna get stressed up like everyday nearing deadline. May I haven't tried to think about it yet. But will do soon ok? Ok? No Chinese New Year for me this year. Hahaha... Oh~ yeah... Around 10pm plus just now my foster mom texted and wished my Happy CNY then I told her I was alone in the hostel and she said that she is on the way here to pick me up. Mann~ sometimes its just hard.. Coz she can just do wat she want. She can come without telling you and ask you to come down right away. So I had to call her up immediately before she start her journey... Luckily she didnt come...Coz it'll be reli fussy.. Poor me~~
My family is celebrating Chinese New Year in Miri coz my bro is coming back. JON LEE has returned!!! Ahahaha!!! Yea so he's in Miri now. Great he can do the shopping and I cant.. So yeah~ I don't want to fuss them too.. So better they celebrate without me. Much easier. Don later they complain I'm very fussy.. It's raining again...
Finally to all my Chinese and non-Chinese friends.. Have a Blessed Chinese New Year!! Gong Xi Fa Chai!! Xing Nian Kuai Le!! Nian Nian You Yue!! Loong Ma Jing Sen!! Ang Pau Na Lai!! Yeah~~ 
Argh!! Yesterday was a bad day.. BAD DAY people!! We thought we were lucky that Mr.Mark (our English lecturer) changed the English lecture venue from the Chancellor Hall to CLT. Ok had our first lecture that day from 8am-10am. Had no idea why I woke up at 5:30am for no reason. Maybe it was the rain. Then ok it was still raining when we left the hostel. And i didn't remember my umbrella was broken. First disappointment!!! Then ok heading for SHBIE the route was so muddy and dirty and of course WET! And then we had our lecture was day-dreaming.. Yes I was day-dreaming and nothing Mr.Mark said went in my ears. Ahaha... Was suppose to meet up with a classmate for a Maths assignment at 10am but then he left me 4 heavy books.Was paired up with him by our Maths lecturer..I already had so much to carry and he said he's a man for not carrying his books but only to carry his laptop. I had such bad mood. He said after 4pm.. We had another meeting with PS for a new subject. So many distractions and changes. Now I cant find a job. Shhiit!! Then ok..Had our meeting in the Chancellor Hall had to go there again. But luckily me, Ena & lihin went there b4 2pm or it would have been raining. There was so much to be done during the meeting. Then it finally ended at 3pm. That guy said he'd see me after that at SHBIE!! But after the meeting he was gone. Oh man! How angry i was was having such a darn bad day. Ok forgot to tell you people it was raining heavily too at 3pm and we had to go back to SHBIE.. So yea, me&ena in the rain. She with her tudung and me with my bju kurung. Then followed by Lihin from the back. Was wet by the time we reached FOS. I looked like I was going thru a hair wash but had to leave half way. Then I sent ena off at SHBIE waited impatiently for the guy. Called him but hp was off. My temperature blew up. Told my dear about it but he just said something very hurting to me. He told me to go back to the hostel instead of waiting for the guy. But that assignment was gonna be due very soon. How could I just leave it? I was already crying in SHBIE.. Thats why my personal message in MSN "crying with the rain" Then ok.. that guy finally came I was already very tempered. So I told my dear that the guy just came. Then he said this '..lau sakit tau2.. jan aher blik..agath buat kaja mu ku inda kcau. len krg me pkir apa u buat' How could he have said that?? Then I asked him why he said that. He said he didnt want to argue and then he was sick. I know he was sick but so am I!! Did he know I had blisters on my feet? And how much they hurt? Had to wear slippers for lectures and tutorials..Did he noe? Its good enough I did not complain so much. I told him to go the doctor. He didnt want to then don't blame me. I had so much of stuff to make sure everything goes on well. I cant even go back for CNY!! Then now I cant find a job coz of the stupid timetable! What does he noe? Did he noe I cried on the way back to the hostel? Did he noe the pain I had? No No NO like Ms. Malai would say 'No,No,NO thats a bloody No No!' Who am I suppose to tell all these to? Nobody ryte? I just dunno what more to say!! Thats all for today readers...
Oh yes.. Anyone wants to know? He said sorry and think thats all are wiped away. How could he? My feet still hurt and it just bled coz I accidentally kicked it somewhere. Now he said im angry. Tell me what shud I tell him?
Hey everyone!! What a day?? Started out so good then… Herm.. Listen up! I went to sleep yesterday and prayed this prayer before I slept where I commanded the clouds not to rain today in the Name of Jesus as I needed to do my laundry. Then today morning woke up at around 9am. Went to wash the laundry but the grey clouds started to turn up. I said no.. And began praying again and again using the authority given to us, Christians to command the clouds not to rain and that my clothing have to all dry. And Amen!! It did not rain and every piece of my clothing did get dry.. Yeah!! Wonderful how God works..
Yea.. But then I had a meeting at 1pm so had to go to the meeting room. Went there but not a single junior.. All of them were my seniors. But never mind that… That wasn’t my story. While waiting and talking to 2 of my seniors I just leaned forward a bit to listen better to a senior trying to explain to me details about my assignment. Then the worst and most embarrassing part happened.. I fell and hit my forehead on the table. Oh Mann~~ That was embarrassing.. I didn’t even try look up at my seniors but I know they all looked at me in great shock.. Hate it!! Now I have a bulge on my forehead. Argh!! Go away!! :’( Look so ugly.
Hmm… Hey u guys wanna look at pictures from our IYF BBQ Christmas Party? I don’t have them of coz.. As you all know I don’t have a camera.. So yea. Go look for ‘Berlinda’ under LIGHTNING BOLTS!! View all our youths.. Photos thanks to our IYF photographer.. Lyndzkim… *cheers*
Oh today is Sunday man!! N I couldnt get up to go to church. 
Hmm.. I went to the beach in the evening.. Had an okay okay time. Hmm.. He was quiet.. Wonder why?? Sometimes I just wonder, "Do I talk tooooooo much?" Ok then I had to go to AFC (Agape Family Centre) for service. But I had to go home and shower of course. My 'mom' told me to go look for my brother&sister who had gone out of the house to I dunno where. I was told to go to Uni Arcade to look for them. Why fo things always have to come up when I wanna go to meet the Father?? But never mind I went to Arcade but they weren't there so I had my chance to MEET THE FATHER!! First entered the place straight was instructed to do powerpoint. Hahaha... Hadn't touch their powerpoint in months when I did it just now I had so many mistakes (Leme remind u all that its not the normal Ms. Powerpoint I was using)
There was Praise&Worship. Aunty Hannah led and first time Uncle John & Freddy played guitar.. Heads up to them both. Wow.. Though there was so many mistakes I sure had goosebumps during P&W!! I could see my hair stand.. I just felt 'something'... I'm sure it wasn't the air-conditioning coz Aunty Agnes turned off the air-conditioner. Then as usual the offertory and communion. Then came sharing by Uncle John. He shared on "Golden Seeds" not Golden Eggs ok people??...ahaha...
This was more or less what he said and what I could remember..
=Whatever that is from GOD is destined for GROWTH!! (Means it wil definitely grow)
=The Parable of the Sower
1. There are 4 kinds of soils.
a) No soil at all - No growth because the bird ate all the seeds.. People do not response
b) Soil with rocks - People get saved but live lives full of hindrances, anger, unforgiveness, etc.
c) Soil with thorns - People get saved but live lives full of worries
d) Good soil - Seeds planted and yielding.. People are saved and abide with the Lord..
=Change your mindset. This parable doesnt mean that if you reach out only 25% will response.. But in fact 75% will response. But from the 75% only 33 and one-third percent will fully give their lives to our Lord.
=The Parable of the Wheat & Tares
=Whatever you do for God (sowing wheat), the Devil is ALWAYS there to give us doubts (sowing tares)
=The Parable of the Leaven
=We cannot see the yeast when we mix it with the dough..But we can only see the effect of the yeast. When the dough multiply.
=We must MULTIPLY and see GROWTH
=Mathematically it's possible to multiply just look at the biggest churches in the world now. Churches in Taiwan. Korea, etc. start with only 11, 8 or 5 people in the beginning. And now they are the biggest churches in the world.
=Things that are from GOD always start small. Then they will multiple when you plant the seeds that God gives you.
=Nothing is impossible with us, as long as you have faith. Even if it means faith as small as the mustard seed.
=The mustard seed is the SMALLEST SEED you can find but yet when it grows, you will see that it is the biggest plant that can grow till a height of 10-15 feet tall.. It is the smallest seed and yet when it grows, it can withstand the weight of birds that land on its branches..
Hmm... After that we went to Zuki for minum.. Ahaha...I had laksa kawin... Didn't know why whateva we order just now was all kawin.. First it was me with laksa kawin then it was roti kawin.. Hahaha... Then I came home and now I have nothing else to do but share what I received just now with you guys who are reading my blog. Please remember to tag.. It's been very quite lately.. Gonna go back to Bandar soon.. So people you all have 1 week more to look for me before I go.. I'm still waiting for my results.
Hope u guys enjoy this..
A man walked into a therapist's office looking very depressed. "Doc, you've got to help me. I can't go on like this."
"What's the problem?" the docotor inquired.
"Well, I'm 35 years old and I still have no luck with the ladies. No matter how hard I try, I just seem to scare them away."
"My friend, this is not a serious problem. You just need to work on your self-esteem. Each morning, I want you to get up and run to the bathroom mirror. Tell yourself that you are a good person, a fun person, and an attractive person. But say it with real conviction. Within a week you'll have women buzzing all around you."
The man seemed content with this advice and walked out of the office a bit excited. Three weeks later he returned with the same downtrodden expression on his face.
"Did my advice not work?" asked the doctor.
"It worked alright. For the past several weeks I've enjoyed some of the best moments in my life with the most fabulous looking women."
"So, what's your problem?"
"I don't have a problem," the man replied. "My wife does."
P.S. So guys don be greedy.. Hahaha.. Might not be ur wife having a prob might be ur gf..haha
How cud i forget?? Thanks Mona for helping me think of nama blog atu..hehe.. Thanks for her creative brain thinking of 'words beyond me' hehe.. Yath i like her brain tu.. Hehe.. Mona krg bawa swimming ahz..
