Thunderous Blackrose

No Mood...

2010-05-01T23:34:00.001-07:00

Since noone reads this blog anymore.. Well.. I need somewhere to pour my heart out to.. Something big is coming up and I'm supposed to be very excited about it, and yet I'm not anywhere close to that.. Why?? Exams are coming up too.. And I have no mood to study. I've got a paper tomorrow but then I can't get these notes to go in.. How?? What am I to do? Who can help me??

Please someone help me!!

!!SOS!!

News from Thunderous Blackrose again!!

2010-04-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

Wow 5Nov2009 was a long time from now. And after 5mths, here's another lame post of mine. Should I say I've got news? Hmm.. Well, to most of my friends and deepest IYFers, most of you haven't known this. But yea, news is coming your way... Soon I hope..

Then its 14th April 2010 today. I having hectic schedules trying to cope with my lectures, tutorials and also work. Oh man.. And there's exams coming up again. 3May till 10May exams. Then after that will be 6weeks of Teaching Assisstantship (And the worse thing is I havent known the exact location of the darn school given to me). And oh yea.. You might have wondered why it would be so hard for me to cope with all these since I'm still "young".. It's just cause I haven't been feeling so good lately..
And not forgetting some members of my group work that picked up fights with me due to some personal crap which she mentioned.. I just hate it.. I always do what is best for them and for the group. And then it is all taken for granted and forgotten when it comes to time, I'm the one who is not feeling well. And to that particular 'someone' YEA GET THIS!! I HAVENT FORGIVEN YOU!!
And to fill in my readers on the issue let me post this person's post to me and do give me your opinions on what you think after you've read it

I finished my credit in the middle of sending the text.

This is what I got to say...

The text I received, I dont like it. Whoever it's from, whether it's from you or her or him, I dont care who it's forwarded from, but it basically made a point for me to have to do this, to say this. Making a clearity of how I feel.

I do not want any CAPS locks unless we are in a joking mood, I do NOT like tones and ANY f-ing attitudes in my team... In my team, I do not want to have any of our voice raised in anger of any NEGATIVE sort. Eff you, if you got a probloem. You can talk in a civil manner. WE ARE NOT KIDS. So what if we are behaving like one, SO ARE YOU!

Please la... We are all Adults. Lets behave like one. Okay... I have had enough of all these bull shit. I have been cool and trying not to get too involved in vulgary and ur violent games. Maybe you all think it's fun and acceptable, but sorry... PLEASE RESPECT MY PRTESENCE AND MY FEELINGS... I do not want to see any more people getting BULLIED physically or verbally... So, what if it's just a joke -PLEASE REMEMBER TO SAY SORRY!! Damn it man, I cannot stand any of ur violent games/ways/whatever. I WILL NOT ACCEPT ANYMORE PUBLIC VIOLENCE! Damn it.

Now, in my text...

Team, tomorrow we will be staying back to settle our science. I have not much to say except, lets come with an excited heart, positive energy and enthusiasm. How hard can that be? WHoever among us have personal issues, stress, pissed off about whatever... that is your problem, not mine, not ours. SO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF, AND NO NEED TO SHOW THE SOUR Face! Some of you know how to say other people, learn to reflect on yourself too.

Moreover, I do NOT give a shit how you feel inside, just do not put your emotions and your problems on the table. And eventually make the rest of us suffer your crap. It's YOUR crap, why do WE have to suffer with you. That issue is to be delt OUTSIDE. We can talk about whatever crap ur going tru OUTSIDE. Learn to differentiate priorities with the venues/places AND PEOPLE!

Also, if I can carry off my other last min work with enthusiasm and still pull it off, SO CAN WE! I have had enough of SHITTY attitudes from some of you. Those of you who knows who you are, you dont have to tell me, just correct yourself.

If you got a problem with anything or anyone of us, lets come together and talk in a civil manner. NO NEED FOR Tones, Attitudes, and Physical of Verbal Violence! We are ADULTS! So BE an adult. I dont care if you are physically unfit. It is NO excuse for lack of manners and respect from each other. We are a team and we are friends.

I WANT AN ENTHUSIASTIC and positive team. Even if one of us made a last minute or spontaneous mistake or error! ---that is I have one. EXAMPLE such as now, I forgot to ask my mum for the paper clips last Sat. And she does not go to work until Monday tomorrow. And UNLESS you can be fucking patience, then good. A slight error... does NOT mean the end of the fucking world OKAY! This is just an example of a slight error. We are still going to stay back to do our stuff, we will sacrifice our time, and ourselves... those who doesnt then it's automatic out of the game... Easy. No need for violence, no need for loud noises. At LEAST we are all participating, and sacrificing something.. We are doing our best. I am doing my best I can... I forget a lot of things, because I have my reasons, and I make up for them ALL the time. I WILL bring my stuff, that is I will ask my mum to pass the clips to me maybe lunch time when she pass me my food... she can hand me the material and all... FINDING ALTERNATIVES... Let us all take a chill pill and see through this positively and civilly okay?

And if one of us is not willing to help out whatever, we just civilly remind in a FRIENDLY or casual way... that, if s/he cant do it no matter what... Either no laptop kah or no time kah, or too pissed off kah, whatever you case is... I dunno abt the rest but I wont hate you, but you will be automatically out of my game. No violence involved. Just talking civilly... Do you get my point now? Or do I need to clarify and define to you all more clearly?

NO MORE TERRORISM AND LACK OF RESPECT! We are a team. So BEHAVE LIKE ONE. We can do this! Either we fucked up or what, at least we pulled it through TOGETHER! Ok? ok.

I have had enough of nonsense and I dont want to lose anyone of you in the process. Friends are friends. We are not some ANIMALS or pupils! We are Civil people. Lets be decent and talk and do things in a civil manner.

If you do not like this rule that Im stating, at least bear with me for a couple more of our group works. And then you can go back to your violent games. But at least around me, please show some respect about my feelings. What wrong did I ever do to you anyway, just my little favour I ask of you lot. Please respect my emotions, I CANNOT work with negative energy. You give me, negativity, you can just expect negativity and SHITs from me. I warn you now, so you wont have to waste your energy holding grudge on me like Ms. Jean. She gave me shitty attitude, I gave her shit back. Fair in square.

Because, what is the use of being perfect or being powerful (always winning, always seen as the Best one or the Good one). What is the use of being offended and not see your flaws?

Because lets look at the 'popular' group... P.E or Dya and so on... Or the 'Alim' groups... Limah, Saaidah, Fads, Filah, Rysah, and so on... the 'bimbos' group.... Zeerah, Fizah, Huda and so on...

Come on... LOOK at them. Open your eyes and LOOK! THEY SUCK! Yet they have fellowship, teamwork... good wills, bonds.... They all talk it our in a civil manner, whatever probs they have. Or at least, they work WITH enthusiasm! They MAY suck, or out of topic... But they worked TO-GET-HER... as a team, as a FAMILY....

Why cant we be like them? Right? Why continue with so many disagreements... Come on... What I noticed that's breaking us up is the lack of respect for one another... Come on , lets shake hands and deal with the main issue, lets come together as a team... just to get this over and done with, and then get on with our lives...

I just need us to have and show some respect. Respect and manners... please. These are not so hard to do. Unfit or not.

One of you please fwd this email to Salihin.

Each of us have our own personal issues... Yna may be the lack of laptop, Salihin maybe his lack of energy, Hannah you have your own probs.... So lets learn to be flexible...

If you say that it's almost impossible to get us to cooperate, then look at yourself. How did you ask the question in the first place. If you had used a tone on me and demand me to tell you when are my free slots, I will fuck you in the face. OF COURSE I will hesitate to tell you anything. No threatening or sarcasm please...

That is all I have to say. I have been keeping my cool for as long as I can remember. Since last semester pun ada... Second semester, I was only minding my own business, didnt wanna get too involved. Until now... it's TOO much. I ahve to say something.

So forgive me, and respect my pleas.

See you all tomorrow. Good night

Basically what is in yellow is what this person said. Do tell me what you all feel about it okay?? Thanks. And that's all for me now.
Note to all IYFers and friends: Just wait for the news which is going to come in a shocking manner. Sorry.. Do know I still love you all..

Just another day of the life of Thunderous Blackrose

2009-11-05T22:39:00.000-08:00

Wow... It's been a long time I haven't posted anything on this blog.. I didn't even remember I have one..lol.. I'm in Limbang now. The actual plan was to release stress here, but then, I ended up bringing along all my stress with me here.. Not even a litttle bit is released. ARGH STRESS!!! Got so much work to do and then got SOOO MANY dramas to complete EVERY WEEK!! It's like SHIT!! It's like thinking of so many scripts every week.. There's so many things I have to remember until I even forgot so many other things like reports, essays and other things.

As for me&Jonathan, of course, there are up and downs.. but then we're going through the hard times together. Staying strong on all we need to go through. Now I'm in Limbang just watching TV. Im reli tired and stressful but really hope he can be there for me and understand me well enough.

Awww..the love story on TV is so sweet... LOVE RULES, LOVE REIGNS!! MUAHZ~~

Jonathan & Hannah ONG!!

2009-08-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

I'm IN A RELATIONSHIP again... YEAH!! With Jonathan Ong Boon Kiat.. Do i hear any congratz?? ahaha.. LOLS~~ The relationship is like a little ship on the waves at the beginning.. But now It's getting better I hope.. And stronger too. I hope this is not like one of the rest too.. He's just different from them, I KNOW!! I'm 110% sure.. I learnt so much from him. But i just wished for him to be able to fulfil his promises. I really cant take it when guys give me so many empty promises and expect me to understand them. I've done so much. I've cried so much for him too. I've went through the pains too. What more should I do? What more does he want? What more should I sacrifice? I don't know how to tell him my feelings. When will he start to understand my feelings? When will he stop showing me his :( face whenever he's stress about work? I've got my own stress too!! I DON'T WANT HISTORY TO REPEAT ITSELF AGAIN!!

And guess what? I've seen his family and he's seen my parents too. But I'm still not sure whether I'm hearing a YES or NO.. I just dont know what to do. Can someone please tell me?? But he once told me, he wanted to marry me. And I'm very very happy with that. He also said that if he didn't have this financial problem, he'll marry me even now. Even though it's only been 1-mth plus but then I've got the BEST memories with him. Like the times on the beach, cinema, shooting stars, etc. I just missed all those times when I was in his arms.

JONATHAN ONG BOON KIAT
&
HANNAH LEE LI TINE
13th July 2009
~God blessed couple~
AMEN!!
Dear, I love you sooo much!! Muahzz..
Miss you and love you forever..
I'm forever YOURS!!

About assignments, Ive been really really lazy. I need motivation. I used to have all the hostel girls with me.. But now they are all so far away. I dont even feel like doin my work anymore. I've got a presentation this Tuesday and I havent got my topic.. I've got a 3000 words essay to hand in on 29th Aug.. But I'm still 2000 words away.. Then I got another 5 pages report to hand in on 1st Sept but I havent even started.. ARGH!! It's killing me!! YNA AGA CMPUS TANI!!

Im Dead Bored!!

2009-06-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.. Im so bored. And things have been so quiet.. And guess what IM OFFICIALLY SINGLE again!! SUCKS right?? LIFEEE... Im stuck in Miri too.. with nothing to do every day.. Good enough my aunty is letting me use her internet.. so good.. :) No one to call. No one to message.. What am I supposed to do? i have nothing better to do..
My head hurts so much and ive been getting pains all over. No one to care.. My stomach has been grumbling too.. Havent eaten much lately.. Coz everytime I eat, the next second, im in the toilet.. Hate it..
Well..update me on stuff aite... Cya..

Please ADD up :)!!

2009-06-22T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hey all my dear IYFers, UBD-ians, SMCS-folks, SMSS-pals, SMSS-juniors, SMSS-seniors, AFC-bro&sis,
and many more other chatters and family members whom I havent mentioned
Please do add my new email. I have already created a new email..
Please do add up... thanks.. see you soon :D

flamingblackrose23@gmail.com

Lots of love,
Hannah

Just another day in Life

2009-06-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hey all..How are u all? As you all know I'm on holidays now. And I'm also not in Brunei. Im in Miri. For the whole time I'd be here.. I wont be going back before the semester start unless I have to. So take care. Well I did go back on Saturday just to pick my sister to Miri. But we only return to Miri on Sunday. Even such a short time. Yet so much had happened. It really hurt and make me sad just to talk or remember about it. Why did that all had to happen? Im really down but no one could help me. That one thing for sure..
Just to let u all know..Im also taking my license in Miri here. Prayerfully everything goes on well and pray that all will be settled before Aug.
For all IYFers, I know u all are gonna have movie night this Thurs 18th Jun 09.. But Im sorry I cant join you all. I hope u all have fun with the fellowship with each other.
For all Year 1 Dip Pri Edu, UBD. Hey we are gonna enter Year 2 soo soo soon.. :) Im sure we're all ready to go for it again right? Supplement is out again. But when is our results coming out? I cant check but pls if anyone can help me check, pls do inform me..
For all Year 2 Dip Pri Edu, UBD. TA is finally over.. You all can enjoy your hols from now on once u all hand in ur reports.. Remember.. Its a report not a diary :P *yg terasa, jan mare.. me gurau je* HAPPY HOLIDAYS :D
Thanks everyone...

RATS!!

2009-05-18T19:51:00.000-07:00

Hey guyz&galz..How are you all doing? It's HOLIDAYS for me.. So yup.. Things have been quiet.. Except for the news here and there.. Its Tuesday today. Well..I'm still considering whether to go for IYF this Thurs.. Dunno if i shud go back and join them? Should I? I've heard so much going around.. Hmm..But I dont want to be marked as a 'backslidder' like the rest.. hmm... :(
Semester II exams weren't any better. Still the same stuff all around. Same cold venue and head-breaking notes to stuff in.. What more can I say? It's a university.. Now am just at home. Nothing much going around. Was cleaning up the house with dad yesterday.. OMG!! I just found out the house is getting more and more dirty every time I get home.. It is so eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... I dunno what words to describe..If you all were here, I think I could have broken your eardrums.. I scram so many time.. Stupid rat-rearers bringing in ALL THE STUPID RATS NOT ONLY INTO THE HOUSE BUT ALSO ALL OVER TOWN!! My dad even killed one with his bare hands.. Arrgh...So dirty and filthy..This is what you get when you live with people from the dumpsters.. You get junk and rats all over the house... Lizards are bad enuf and now RATS!! All my books and boxes, all torn into shreads bitten by those stupid things. I HATE THEM!! Good thing Im moving away soon.. Cant stand it here...
I think thats all for now, aite?? And to all the UBD people.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! SEE YA NEXT SEMESTER!!

Letter from Aborted Child to Mother..

2009-05-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap.

He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.

I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.

I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes.

I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.

I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day.

I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming,

"Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."

Complete terror is all I felt.

I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.

It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.

I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.

I wanted to make all your tears go away.

I had so many plans to make you happy.

Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.

No use now, for I was dying a painful death.

I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.

I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.

I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.

I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap.

He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion.

I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."

I don't know what abortion is;

I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.

I tried very hard to live.

I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.

It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live.

I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.

I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.

Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,

Your Baby Girl

Sweet...

2009-05-13T09:24:00.000-07:00

One day, the young lion asked his mom: "Mom, where is the happiness?"
Mom replied: "It's on your tail."
So the young lion keeps on chasing after his tail. But after a whole day of trying, he failed to get the happiness that was on his tail.
Then he told his mom about this, his mom smiled and said: "Son, you don't really need to chase after your happiness, as long as you keep going and moving forward, your happiness will always be with you."
Wish everyone of you find your happiness.
Please do forward to all your friends and wish the happiness is with them always.
You can't decide the length of life, but you can control how you want to live it.
You can't control the weather, but you can control your mood.
You can't change your look, but you can smile.
You can't control others, but you can control yourself.
You can't foresee tomorrow, but you can utilize today wisely.
You can't win everything, but you can try your very best to achieve that.
Hope everyone can face the daily life positively and always happy...

Happy Mother's Day 2009

2009-05-13T09:16:00.001-07:00

Hey did i tell you all I won a Mother's Day slogan competition?? ahaha...Well here's something belated for all mothers..

Untuk semua teman-teman,
Mungkin bagi setengah kita tidak menghiraukan sambutan hari ibu kerana kita tidak terdedah/dididik membuat se awalnya. Bagaimana pun cuba kita baca dan fikir-fikirkan sejenak isi kandungan kata-kata dibawah. Sedar tak sedar mungkin memberikan kita penilaian perkataan IBU, emak atau mak itu.
Terima kasih.
HARBA
Orang kata aku lahir dari perut mak..
(bukan org kata...memang betul)
Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.....mak
Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku....mak
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. ..mak
Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut....Mak
Bila bangun tidur, aku cari....mak
Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ....mak
Bila nak bermanja, aku dekati....mak
Bila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah....mak
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya.....mak
Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku....mak
Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma....mak
Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah....mak
Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku....mak
Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk....mak
Aku selalu teringatkan ....mak
Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon....mak
Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu.....mak
Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada..mak
Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... "mmaaakkkk! "
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah....mak
Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga....mak
Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu....mak
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... mak
Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. mak
Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku....mak
kalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan ulam & lauk pauk.....mak
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku....mak
Yang selalu berleter kat aku...mak
Yang selalu puji aku....mak
Yang selalu nasihat aku....mak
Bila nak kahwin..Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk.....mak

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri....

Bila seronok, aku cari.......pasanganku
Bila sedih, aku cari......mak
Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku
Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada....mak
Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku
Bila berduka, aku peluk erat.....emakku
Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku
Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.....mak
Bila sambut valentine... Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku
Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"
Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu.. mak ingat kat aku
Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak
Selalu....aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak
Renungkan:
"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja... bolehkah kau kirim wan g untuk mak?
mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah"...
Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya........

Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada..........
MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK..... RINDU SANGAT....

Berapa ra mai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....
berapa ra mai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....
berapa ra mai yang sanggup mengantikan lampin ibunya......
berapa ra mai yang sanggup membersihkan najis ibunya.......
berapa ra mai yang sanggup membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....
berapa ra mai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....
dan akhir sekali berapa ra mai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......
Seorang anak mendapatkan ibunya yang sedang sibuk menyediakan makan malam di dapur lalu menghulurkan sekeping kertas yang bertulis sesuatu. Si ibu segera mengesatkan tangan di apron menyambut kertas yang dihulurkan oleh si anak lalu membacanya.Kos upah membantu ibu:
1) Tolong pergi kedai : RM4.00
2) Tolong jaga adik : RM4..00
3) Tolong buang sampah : RM1.00
4) Tolong kemas bilik : RM2.00
5) Tolong siram bunga : RM3.00
6) Tolong sapu sampah : RM3.00
Jumlah : RM17.00
Selesai membaca, si ibu tersenyum memandang si anak sambil sesuatu berlegar-legar di mindanya. Si ibu mencapai sebatang pen dan menulis sesuatu di belakang kertas yang sama.
1) Kos mengandungkanmu selama 9 bulan - PERCUMA
2) Kos berjaga malam kerana menjagamu - PERCUMA
3) Kos air mata yang menitis keranamu - PERCUMA
4) Kos kerunsingan kerana bimbangkanmu - PERCUMA
5) Kos menyediakan makan mi nu m, pakaian dan keperluanmu -PERCUMA
Jumlah Keseluruhan Nilai Kasihku - PERCUMA

Air mata si anak berlinang setelah membaca apa yang dituliskan oleh siibu. Si anak menatap wajah ibu, memeluknya dan berkata,
"Saya Sayangkan Ibu". Kemudian si anak mengambil pen dan menulis "Telah Dibayar" pada mukasurat yang sama ditulisnya.
"Jika kamu menyayangi ibumu, "forward"kanlah E mai l ini kepada sahabat- sahabat anda.

1 orang : Kamu tidak sayangkan ibumu
2-4 orang : Kamu sayang ibumu
5-9 orang : Bagus! Sayang jugak kamu kepada Ibumu
10/lebih : Syabas!Kamu akan disayangi Ibumu

Can I borrow $25?

2009-05-13T09:02:00.000-07:00

Guys this is sweet...

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love..
Have we forgotten what is really important in life? Too caught up in money, personal
ambitions, and forgot how to enjoy and appreciate the sweet simplicities in life?

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives

Another Joke on the Japanese Embassy in US..

2009-05-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

A few days ago, Prime Minister Mori was given some Basic English conversation training before he visits Washington and meets president Barack Obama...

The instructor told Mori Prime Minister, when you shake hand with President Obama, please say 'how r u'.
Then Mr. Obama should say, 'I am fine, and you?' Now, you should say 'me too'. Afterwards we, translators, will do the work for you.'

It looks quite simple, but the truth is...

When Mori met Obama , he mistakenly said 'who r u?' (Instead of 'How r u?'.)

Mr. Obama was a bit shocked but still managed to react with humor:
'Well, I'm Michelle's husband, ha-ha...'

Then Mori replied 'me too, ha-ha.. .'.

Then there was a long silence in the meeting room.

Award Winning Joke in UK

2009-05-13T08:12:00.001-07:00

One Chinese person walks into a bar in America late one night

and he saw Steven Spielberg. As he was a great fan of his movies,

he rushes over to him, and asks for his autograph.

Instead, Spielberg gives him a slap and says

'You Chinese people bombed our Pearl Harbor, get out of here.'

The astonished Chinese man replied 'It was not the Chinese

who bombed your Pearl Harbor , it was the Japanese'.

'Chinese, Japanese, Taiwanese, you're all the same,' replied Spielberg.
In return, the Chinese gives Spielberg a slap and says

'You sank the Titanic; my forefathers were on that ship.'

Shocked, Spielberg replies 'It was the iceberg

that sank the ship, not me.'

The Chinese replies, 'Iceberg, Spielberg,

Carlsberg, you're all the same.'

Yeahhhh!!

2009-05-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Exams is finally over for me, my dear readers.. How have you guys been? Gonna post a few more stuff so u all can read more wacky stuff, aite? Neways all the nytes of staying up late and struggling to stuff info into this brain of mine is finally over..Well...at least for this semester.. I'm still in hostel waiting to be picked up.. Well Just read on and keep the flame hot aitez...So many have happened since the last time I've gone home..Well..I know some of the things..No need to hide. I'll definitely find out when I return there.. And so much has happened up here with ME too.. What to do? I cant help all these things from happening.

Exams!!

2009-05-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!! How are my readers doin? been quite quiet lately.. So tired and lazy! Neways exams around the corner for me.. But so lazy to study.. No mood and all these stupid things keep taking and spoiling my mood. Man I need to let go and forget and leave them alone! Its so annoying. Everything I read doesnt even make sense in my brain. How is that possible? Brain please work when you are needed to...Frustrating.. And Annoying..

STOP THE DOG KILLERS!!

2009-04-24T04:24:00.000-07:00

MAJLIS PERBANDARAN SELAYANG 2007.

Link for the pop-up below is here:

1.	Pertandingan adalah antara Jawatankuasa Penduduk dalam kawasan pentadbiran Majlis Perbandaran Selayang.

2.	Tangkapan boleh dilaksanakan sama ada oleh Jawatankuasa Penduduk sendiri atau dengan menggunakan bantuan pihak-pihak tertentu. Majlis Perbandaran Selayang tidak bertanggungjawab atas upah penangkapan.

3.	Tangkapan dilaksanakan tanpa menjejaskan undang-undang Kecil 10(2)(a) Undang-undang Kecil Pelesenan Anjing dan Rumah Pembiakan Anjing (Majlis Perbandaran Selayang) 2005.

4.	Tangkapan hendaklah diserahkan hidup-hidup kepada urus setia pertandingan untuk pengiraan/audit. Gambar setiap ekor tangkapan juga hendaklah dikemukakan sebagai bukti tangkapan.

5.	Pertandingan akan berjalan sepanjang masa.

6.	projek yang bernilai seperti ketetapan yang berikut :

To readers from other, civilized countries:

1. Malaysia has always discriminated against dogs. They shoot and kill all stray dogs over here.
2. To top it off, the above is a contest organized by the city council of Selayang, to catch dogs, with big money offered for the contestants. First prize is Rm15,000 which comes to U$4286, second prize if RM13,000 which comes to U$3714, and third prize is RM11,000 which is around U$3143.

I urge everyone of you to CALL or EMAIL the people and tell them to stop CRUELTY against dogs :

ALAMAT RASMI MAJLIS PERBANDARAN SELAYANG
MENARA MPS.
PERSIARAN 3, BANDAR BARU SELAYANG,
68100 BATU CAVES,
SELANGOR DARUL EHSAN.

TELEFON	:	1. (603) 6120 4903
		2. (603) 6120 4904
		3. (603) 6120 4906
		4. (603) 6120 1906
		5. (603) 6120 1908
		6. (603) 6120 3907
		7. (603) 6120 7122
		8. (603) 6120 1125
		9. (603) 6120 2126
		10. (603) 6120 3127


FAKSIMILI	:	(603) 6138 8933

EMEL	:	selayangmesra@mps.gov.my

If you know of any international humane society, PLEASE BRING THIS UP.

The city has systematically discriminated against dogs, starting with the requirement of a DOG LICENSE for anyone who wishes to have a pet dog. Furthermore:

a) You must apply to the city for a dog tag.
b) But there is very limited supply of dog tags, meaning these get sold out, and without a dog tag, the city can shoot your dog
c) The dog tag costs a whopping RM200 (U$57) yearly.
d) You must go there with a picture of your dog's cage and
e) signatures of consent from your neighbors (from both sides of your house)

i can start from dog license..so hard to apply n say no stock.. must go mpaj to apply la.. n to apply at mpaj..need photo of dog's cage la..n those signature of both side neighbour..? n de license need RM200.. n now this..

Malaysia is a beautiful country, unfortunately, the government stigmatizes dogs. They kill them mercilessly in front of children and everyone else.

Please stop cruelty to dogs in Malaysia. You can make a difference. Call the city, email the city, wake the council!

Edit: I have just spoken to Nick Josh K. Karean of the Humane Society of Malaysia, Nick is the HSM organizer, according to him, they will organize a petition, press conference, as well as expose such cruelty internationally. I applaud his actions, although petitions almost never work in Malaysia, we must find a way to campaign against cruelty towards dogs in Malaysia.

STOP THEM!!

Inhumanity to DOGS!! Read about it!! Part 1

2009-04-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

In Malaysia, Malays own cats, not dogs. The Chinese and Indians love dogs. As a corollary, Malaysia has dog enforcement units that brutally kills dogs, NOT CATS.

FACTS:
1) These GOVERNMENT enforcement agents use wooden bats to hit dogs on the head, and then proceed to KICK THEM TO DEATH.

2) These GOVERNMENT enforcement agents use ropes to tie around puppies' necks, and STRANGLE THEM TO DEATH.

3) These GOVERNMENT enforcement agents also use guns to shoot dogs, even when they are inside someone's house, sometimes wounding the residents.

It makes my blood boil to see such injustice in Malaysia. What can I do to stop this? I am a powerless minority living in this fucked-up country ran by cronies. All I could do is to expose this cruelty to the world.

Fart Joke

2009-04-06T11:48:00.000-07:00

This is especially for the readers who understand Malay... Enjoy...

Orang TIDAK JUJUR Orang yang kalau kentut lalu menyalahkan orang lain.

* Orang BANGANG Orang yang menahan kentutnya sampai berjam-jam.

* Orang BERWAWASAN LUAS Orang yang tahu bila harus kentut.

* Orang SENGSARA Orang yang ingin kentut tapi tidak boleh kentut.

* Orang MISTERIUS Orang yang kalau kentut, orang lain tidak ada yang tahu.

* Orang GUGUP Orang yang tiba-tiba menahan kentutnya bila tiba masa nak kentut.

* Orang yang PERCAYA DIRI SENDIRI Orang yang selalu mengira kalau kentutnya bau harum.

* Orang SADIS Orang yang kalau kentut di ranjang terus dikibaskan baunya ke ranjang orang lain.

* Orang PEMALU Orang yang kalau kentut tidak bunyi tapi lalu merasa malu sendiri.

* Orang yang STRATEGIK Orang yang menyembunyikan kentutnya dengan tertawa terbahak-bahak biar orang lain tidak dengar.

* Orang BODOH Orang yang kalau habis kentut menghirup nafas untuk mengganti kentutnya yang keluar.

* Orang PELIK Orang yang kalau kentut di keluarkan sikit- sikit, sampai bunyi "tit-tit-tit".

* Orang SOMBONG Orang yang sering mencium kentutnya sendiri.

* Orang RAMAH Orang yang senang mencium kentut orang lain.

* Orang yang tidak senang BERGAUL Orang yang kalau kentut, sembunyi.

* Orang AKUATIK Orang kalau kentut di dalam air sampai bunyi blekuthuk-blekuthuk".

* Orang ATLETIK Orang kalau kentut sambil mengeluarkan tenaga dalam.

* Orang JUJUR Orang yang mengaku kalau habis kentut.

* Orang PINTAR Orang yang boleh menandai bau kentut orang lain.

* Orang MALANG Orang yang nak kentut tapi terkeluar taik....
so mana satu kentut anda?

Women And Finance

2009-04-06T11:45:00.000-07:00

Dan was a single guy living at home
with his father and working in the family
business.

When he found out he was going to inherit
a fortune when his sickly father died, he
decided he needed a wife with which to share his fortune.

One evening at an investment meeting
he spotted the most beautiful woman he had
ever seen.

Her natural beauty took his breath away.

"I may look like just an ordinary man," he
said to her, "but in just a few years, my father will die, and I'll inherit $65
million."

Impressed, the woman obtained
his business card and three days later, she
became his stepmother.

Women are so much better
at financial planning than men.

Use English for Maths and Science

2009-04-06T11:41:00.001-07:00

Why Malaysian Government insists on using English for math and science?

This is because the whole world uses the language as information and/or technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:-

Hardware = barangkeras

Software = baranglembut

Joystick = batang gembira

Plug and Play = cucuk dan main

Port = lubang

Server = pelayan

Client = pelanggan

Try to translate this:

ENGLISH:

That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.

Now in BAHASA:

Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.

Now you know...WHY...

Got this from the internet.. Just thought I might post it for ppl to read instead of forwarding it ;) Enjoy!

Sorry All

2009-03-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

Hey all Sorry for not posting anything.. Have been reli-reli busy with assignments lately.. Oh my goodness... It is already 2nd semester and yet there are still free-loaders... Come on~~ An 'I don't know how?' and thats it?? You get loaded with free marks?? Argh... So not fair...
And now I have to do Jawi, reports, presentations, stuffs on my own...Even the teaching aids... Mann... I havent been sleeping well lately..just about 30min-2hr sleep per day. Then yesterday, I slept from 2pm till 12midnight past... So so so tired... And I didn't know who closed and locked my windows but i do know who closed my door... Spooky~~
So tired.... Anyone good with Jawi?? TEACH ME!! Need it badly.... *Thought I'd never need to touch it again*
That's all for now...
Oh yes... Bye bye to Fung Shan... Gonna miss you for 6months.. And to Teng2 Happy Belated Birthday..May your wishes come true.. We still are friends, ryte? ;)

Thunderous - A Year Older

2009-02-25T01:24:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone...sorry for not posting stuff for soooo long..
Yeah!!!! I'M OFFICIALLY 18!!
Wanna say thanks to all who wished me Happy Birthday... So far the chart says 62people..eheheh..... Yea... and for those who gave me presents..thanks so much.... and thanks to the guys who threw me a party.... really2 surprised.. Didn't even click in my head that u'd throw me a party. And for the girls too.. Thanks so much. And for those who forgot.... Haiya watever la.... ^_^

Thank You ALL!!!
Sincerely From: Thunderous Blackrose

Words To Ponders On

2009-02-04T15:16:00.000-08:00

A few good words for you all to ponder on. Just taking the chance to post a few more stuff for my dear readers. The internet connection hasn't been good lately. So yea.. Forgive me for the late updates.

Birthday Wishes

2009-02-04T14:54:00.000-08:00

Hey this week's Birthday Wish goes to Monalisa Sherilyn Jantin. Hehe.. (Mona, correct me if I get your name wrong) :p

I send to you warm wishes,that your happiness will be as wonderful as the happiness, you have always given me. wish you happy birthday.

I don't quite remember how old you are but yea I know its around 20-ish :P... Nevermind la..Still young gotta enjoy your youthfulness while you can.

Happy Ox-Picious Year 2009!!

2009-01-27T04:24:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone its 2nd day of the Year of the Ox!! Happy Chinese New Year everyone!! Poor me had to stay in the hostel and Gong Xi Fa Cai with my four GREAT WALLS!! Mann~ its was boring. Hmm.. Yea so just wanna wish everyone an Ox-picious Year ahead.. Wishing it to be a fruitful, prosperous and successful year filled with lots and I mean LOTS of blessing coming from our Father in Heaven. Pray that God will continue to bless us with the strength of the ox to go through another rough year ahead. But no matter wat, be sure that Jesus said that He'd be there as our partner Oxen, pulling with us the heavy yoke. But that doesn't mean we slack. He also said we must work hard too. Amen! Hehe.. So how many ang pau's have u all got? The New Year songs are no longer playing in my brain like that always do every year. And this year Jonathan is back..But I don't get to see him at all.. So boring... No more junk! No more koropok&acar!

Gong Xi Fa Cai! Xing Nian Kuai Le! Ang Pau Na Lai! Lung Ma Jing Sen! Nian Nian You Yue!
Sincerely From: Thunderous Blackrose

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

This time the Birthday Dedication is up for my dear nephew by the name Kelvin Tan Eng Shern who has just turned 10years old. Hehe.. WinWin, EE miss you so much!!! Even JiaJia also... Haven't seen and hug you both in a long while. Haven't been playing and smiling with you both too.. So far away...But Kelvin have a Blessed Birthday!! May you continue to grow up learning to love God more and may He bless you with all the desires of your heart according to His riches in glories. Amen!! EE pray that you'll do well in your studies and study hard and be blessed with more wisdom and knowledge for your studies. Take care there lil one..

Alone In Hostel

2009-01-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl..How's everyone?? Its been very quiet on the blog lately...Don't actually keep track of the number of people who actually view my blog.. Hey its 12midnight now and I'm seriously bored, tired and sleepy.. But guess what? I'm alone in the hostel. Everyone who is not a CHINESE has gone home and will not be here for the next 2days. I can see no one when I open the room door. It's like usually got Zurin and Limah there to entertain each other. And we'd all be the securities of the block..ahaha.. But now they've all gone home. And I'm alone alone alone... This is "Hostel Alone".. Bored mann~~~ And tired of shopping for my things. And assignments are building up again... Need to get on them soon. Why am I getting so lazy? Used to do everything almost instantly.. But this time is like I don touch anything. Mann thats horrible... And I'm gonna get stressed up like everyday nearing deadline. May I haven't tried to think about it yet. But will do soon ok? Ok? No Chinese New Year for me this year. Hahaha... Oh~ yeah... Around 10pm plus just now my foster mom texted and wished my Happy CNY then I told her I was alone in the hostel and she said that she is on the way here to pick me up. Mann~ sometimes its just hard.. Coz she can just do wat she want. She can come without telling you and ask you to come down right away. So I had to call her up immediately before she start her journey... Luckily she didnt come...Coz it'll be reli fussy.. Poor me~~
My family is celebrating Chinese New Year in Miri coz my bro is coming back. JON LEE has returned!!! Ahahaha!!! Yea so he's in Miri now. Great he can do the shopping and I cant.. So yeah~ I don't want to fuss them too.. So better they celebrate without me. Much easier. Don later they complain I'm very fussy.. It's raining again...

Finally to all my Chinese and non-Chinese friends.. Have a Blessed Chinese New Year!! Gong Xi Fa Chai!! Xing Nian Kuai Le!! Nian Nian You Yue!! Loong Ma Jing Sen!! Ang Pau Na Lai!! Yeah~~

Sincerely From: Thunderous Blackrose

Bad Day

2009-01-20T04:19:00.000-08:00

Argh!! Yesterday was a bad day.. BAD DAY people!! We thought we were lucky that Mr.Mark (our English lecturer) changed the English lecture venue from the Chancellor Hall to CLT. Ok had our first lecture that day from 8am-10am. Had no idea why I woke up at 5:30am for no reason. Maybe it was the rain. Then ok it was still raining when we left the hostel. And i didn't remember my umbrella was broken. First disappointment!!! Then ok heading for SHBIE the route was so muddy and dirty and of course WET! And then we had our lecture was day-dreaming.. Yes I was day-dreaming and nothing Mr.Mark said went in my ears. Ahaha... Was suppose to meet up with a classmate for a Maths assignment at 10am but then he left me 4 heavy books.Was paired up with him by our Maths lecturer..I already had so much to carry and he said he's a man for not carrying his books but only to carry his laptop. I had such bad mood. He said after 4pm.. We had another meeting with PS for a new subject. So many distractions and changes. Now I cant find a job. Shhiit!! Then ok..Had our meeting in the Chancellor Hall had to go there again. But luckily me, Ena & lihin went there b4 2pm or it would have been raining. There was so much to be done during the meeting. Then it finally ended at 3pm. That guy said he'd see me after that at SHBIE!! But after the meeting he was gone. Oh man! How angry i was was having such a darn bad day. Ok forgot to tell you people it was raining heavily too at 3pm and we had to go back to SHBIE.. So yea, me&ena in the rain. She with her tudung and me with my bju kurung. Then followed by Lihin from the back. Was wet by the time we reached FOS. I looked like I was going thru a hair wash but had to leave half way. Then I sent ena off at SHBIE waited impatiently for the guy. Called him but hp was off. My temperature blew up. Told my dear about it but he just said something very hurting to me. He told me to go back to the hostel instead of waiting for the guy. But that assignment was gonna be due very soon. How could I just leave it? I was already crying in SHBIE.. Thats why my personal message in MSN "crying with the rain" Then ok.. that guy finally came I was already very tempered. So I told my dear that the guy just came. Then he said this '..lau sakit tau2.. jan aher blik..agath buat kaja mu ku inda kcau. len krg me pkir apa u buat' How could he have said that?? Then I asked him why he said that. He said he didnt want to argue and then he was sick. I know he was sick but so am I!! Did he know I had blisters on my feet? And how much they hurt? Had to wear slippers for lectures and tutorials..Did he noe? Its good enough I did not complain so much. I told him to go the doctor. He didnt want to then don't blame me. I had so much of stuff to make sure everything goes on well. I cant even go back for CNY!! Then now I cant find a job coz of the stupid timetable! What does he noe? Did he noe I cried on the way back to the hostel? Did he noe the pain I had? No No NO like Ms. Malai would say 'No,No,NO thats a bloody No No!' Who am I suppose to tell all these to? Nobody ryte? I just dunno what more to say!! Thats all for today readers...
Oh yes.. Anyone wants to know? He said sorry and think thats all are wiped away. How could he? My feet still hurt and it just bled coz I accidentally kicked it somewhere. Now he said im angry. Tell me what shud I tell him?

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-17T19:14:00.000-08:00

Ms. Deborah Chang Pei Tsan

Behind: Ms. Sarah Tay
From left: Ms. Michelle Chu Xiang Ying, Ms. Mayrilene Jantin, Ms. Novina Sherra Jantin

Soe for the belated wishing for Ms. Deborah Chang Pei Tsan ;) when get married? Hahaha... Erm. Also to Ms. Michelle Chu Xiang Ying and lastly to my dear niece Ms. Jacqueline Tan Eng Jia.. Wishing all three great success in your studies and greater wisdom and faith in continuing the Lord's path of life for you.

Happy birthday to my friend!

A song of joy for you!

Perhaps these words will touch the heart,

Perhaps these words will do.

Yet words are but the clothes of love,

Best when oft removed!

In place of sybaritic words,

Rapture has been proved

To be the richer rhetoric,

Heaven is poetry,

Delivered by the silent tongue

As friends sing the whole night long,

Yes! Yes! in harmony

Ps. Sorry Jia Jia, yiyi Hannah don't have your picture at the moment. Mayb when you grow older and come back to Brunei you can give me a few of your pictures and Win Win also, ok?

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-16T04:43:00.000-08:00

Today's birthday boy is Jeremy Chong.. My super senior in SMSS (St.Margaret's School, Seria) and also my super senior in IYF (Immanuel Youth Fellowship).. Not quite sure what he's doin now. But I know he is a very bright student. He is also a good friend of my two be-la-ders!! Hehe.. Wishing you a Blessed Birthday from the botttom of my heart.. ;)

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-15T02:48:00.000-08:00

HERE'S ANOTHER FEW MORE BIRTHDAY WISHES GOING OUT TO EX-SMSS 2007 BATCH!! THIS TWO GOES OUT TO LEE CHEE CHAI (2007 CHAIRMAN STUDENT COUNCILLOR) AND TO ASHER J. KHAN (2007 STUDENT COUNCILLOR).AND FINALLY TO NEILLON (IYFer). HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!! WISHING YOU THREE ALL THE BEST AND MORE WISDOM AND BLESSINGS POUR OUT ALONG YOUR PATHS TO SUCCESS. MAY THIS YEAR BE FILLED WITH MORE HAPPINESS AND WARMTH TO KEEP IN YOUR HEARTS!!

Shud i call it a bad day or a good day?

2009-01-14T04:29:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!! What a day?? Started out so good then… Herm.. Listen up! I went to sleep yesterday and prayed this prayer before I slept where I commanded the clouds not to rain today in the Name of Jesus as I needed to do my laundry. Then today morning woke up at around 9am. Went to wash the laundry but the grey clouds started to turn up. I said no.. And began praying again and again using the authority given to us, Christians to command the clouds not to rain and that my clothing have to all dry. And Amen!! It did not rain and every piece of my clothing did get dry.. Yeah!! Wonderful how God works..
Yea.. But then I had a meeting at 1pm so had to go to the meeting room. Went there but not a single junior.. All of them were my seniors. But never mind that… That wasn’t my story. While waiting and talking to 2 of my seniors I just leaned forward a bit to listen better to a senior trying to explain to me details about my assignment. Then the worst and most embarrassing part happened.. I fell and hit my forehead on the table. Oh Mann~~ That was embarrassing.. I didn’t even try look up at my seniors but I know they all looked at me in great shock.. Hate it!! Now I have a bulge on my forehead. Argh!! Go away!! :’( Look so ugly.
Hmm… Hey u guys wanna look at pictures from our IYF BBQ Christmas Party? I don’t have them of coz.. As you all know I don’t have a camera.. So yea. Go look for ‘Berlinda’ under LIGHTNING BOLTS!! View all our youths.. Photos thanks to our IYF photographer.. Lyndzkim… *cheers*

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-11T02:05:00.000-08:00

Soeee everyone!! This birthday wish may b very belated but its "better late than never ryte"?? This goes out to an old friend. Well~~ She's not that old but I've known her for a long time. The 8th Jan birthday girl is Fazleen. I can't remember her full name so I better not write it in case I got it wrong.. I know agak-agak what it is but not quite sure..Was it Noor Fazleen bte. Abd. Rahman?? Nvm I noe its wrong.What a bad friend I am? Well..neways.. She's very pretty very talented. A month older than me I guess but yea~ who cares? It's her birthday and this post is specially dedicated to her..
Hey soe ppl I know my blog sounds so much like a radio broadcast.. It's coz I got no more better idea than what to post up..

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-07T00:58:00.000-08:00

7th Jan, wanna wish 2 important people in my life a Blessed Birthday.. Firstly Lawrence Ulim and secondly Chin Chen Shyang.. Wishing you both great success and good health. One year older, a year wiser...

Gonna Get Bomb!!

2009-01-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

Oh today is Sunday man!! N I couldnt get up to go to church. (Sherra, Mona, Charis please don't bomb me~...)Sorry2!
Hmm.. I went to the beach in the evening.. Had an okay okay time. Hmm.. He was quiet.. Wonder why?? Sometimes I just wonder, "Do I talk tooooooo much?" Ok then I had to go to AFC (Agape Family Centre) for service. But I had to go home and shower of course. My 'mom' told me to go look for my brother&sister who had gone out of the house to I dunno where. I was told to go to Uni Arcade to look for them. Why fo things always have to come up when I wanna go to meet the Father?? But never mind I went to Arcade but they weren't there so I had my chance to MEET THE FATHER!! First entered the place straight was instructed to do powerpoint. Hahaha... Hadn't touch their powerpoint in months when I did it just now I had so many mistakes (Leme remind u all that its not the normal Ms. Powerpoint I was using)

There was Praise&Worship. Aunty Hannah led and first time Uncle John & Freddy played guitar.. Heads up to them both. Wow.. Though there was so many mistakes I sure had goosebumps during P&W!! I could see my hair stand.. I just felt 'something'... I'm sure it wasn't the air-conditioning coz Aunty Agnes turned off the air-conditioner. Then as usual the offertory and communion. Then came sharing by Uncle John. He shared on "Golden Seeds" not Golden Eggs ok people??...ahaha...

This was more or less what he said and what I could remember..
=Whatever that is from GOD is destined for GROWTH!! (Means it wil definitely grow)
=The Parable of the Sower
1. There are 4 kinds of soils.
a) No soil at all - No growth because the bird ate all the seeds.. People do not response
b) Soil with rocks - People get saved but live lives full of hindrances, anger, unforgiveness, etc.
c) Soil with thorns - People get saved but live lives full of worries
d) Good soil - Seeds planted and yielding.. People are saved and abide with the Lord..
=Change your mindset. This parable doesnt mean that if you reach out only 25% will response.. But in fact 75% will response. But from the 75% only 33 and one-third percent will fully give their lives to our Lord.
=The Parable of the Wheat & Tares
=Whatever you do for God (sowing wheat), the Devil is ALWAYS there to give us doubts (sowing tares)
=The Parable of the Leaven
=We cannot see the yeast when we mix it with the dough..But we can only see the effect of the yeast. When the dough multiply.
=We must MULTIPLY and see GROWTH
=Mathematically it's possible to multiply just look at the biggest churches in the world now. Churches in Taiwan. Korea, etc. start with only 11, 8 or 5 people in the beginning. And now they are the biggest churches in the world.
=Things that are from GOD always start small. Then they will multiple when you plant the seeds that God gives you.
=Nothing is impossible with us, as long as you have faith. Even if it means faith as small as the mustard seed.
=The mustard seed is the SMALLEST SEED you can find but yet when it grows, you will see that it is the biggest plant that can grow till a height of 10-15 feet tall.. It is the smallest seed and yet when it grows, it can withstand the weight of birds that land on its branches..

Hmm... After that we went to Zuki for minum.. Ahaha...I had laksa kawin... Didn't know why whateva we order just now was all kawin.. First it was me with laksa kawin then it was roti kawin.. Hahaha... Then I came home and now I have nothing else to do but share what I received just now with you guys who are reading my blog. Please remember to tag.. It's been very quite lately.. Gonna go back to Bandar soon.. So people you all have 1 week more to look for me before I go.. I'm still waiting for my results.

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-02T09:06:00.001-08:00

Wanna take this opportunity to also wish Ajis' mom Selamat Hari Jadi!! Moga dipanjangkan umur dan dimudahkan rezeki. Wish u good health and may your years to come be filled with warmth and happiness to keep wonderful memories in your heart.

Happy New Year 2009!

2009-01-02T08:22:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!! Happy New Year 2009!! Sincerely from Thunderous Blackrose!! How's everyone?? Anyone with NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS?? I haven't got mine yet.. Or may be I have a lil clue on it tho.. I went to church in Miri last Sunday and the pastor preached on our new year resolutions and 'THE NEED' to relate them with God!! He also reminded us that it is never to bad a time to have a goal for life. As the famous people of the past achieved great success in their 70s-90s.. But it doesnt mean we wait till we are 70-90 yrs old to set our goals... Recite this with me, "I'm never too old to set a goal for my life. Setting a goal to follow Christ." And it doesnt mean if ur young u can still hang around. So get up and think. Don't SLACK!!

It's almost the end of my holiday.. A boring & tiring one.. Feel like I had no holiday at all.. Hmm.. No more swimming..That's for sure... Hahaha... Erm.. Had to be in Miri to take care of my lil cuzzies.. So cute yet naughty at the same time. I just LOVE them..

Oh!! Before I forget... My first exam in UBD.. I didn't had to sit for supplementary.. I was so nervous but I'm so happy to hear that.. Do I hear my 'CONGRATZ!!'?? ahahaha... But don't so soon.. Coz exam results are not out yet...

As for the boys?? Hmm...Ask me personally.. Only tell u if u ask..ahaha ;)
I think thats all for now.. I got no idea what else to update u all on... Anything else u guuys wanna noe?
Pls do let me noe *cheers*

Edited by: Thunderous Blackrose

The most tiring day of holiday...

2008-12-16T00:17:00.000-08:00

Hey yall.. Yesterday started out as a very annoying day coz I had to go to Miri to report and make my Malaysian IC coz I lost it on 30th Nov. Very late ryte? Haha.. My dad told me to bring some important documents from home to Miri so i did..But then after going to the Seria police station to say 'Hi!!' to the police, i forgot to bring the police statement so we had to turn back again to get it. We reached Miri late and I told my dad the night before we'll meet at my Aunty's shop at Rhoyxon Sdn. Bhd. (Its a good place to visit if u wanna renovate ur house and add some fancy stuff into ur home)
Now where was I? Oh yesss.... I told the driver take me to the Miri Police station.. But he took a U-turn to the police headquarters when i just told him we're going to the Miri Police station. Then we had to turn a BIGGG circle just to get back on track. So I met my parents at my Aunty's shop and then me,my dad & my sis went to the police station to get a report. I got to see both my cuzzies.. So cute yet naughty especially the gurl(meimei) coz she cudn't even stay still for 1 picture. But i got a shot of the boy(ah B) ahaha... This is my cuzzie..

Hehe... Will show u a better and cuter pic of him later.. But as for meimei its hard to get a proper picture of her coz she never stay still. Erm.. Ah B is just 2 yrs plus but he hates to go to the barber thats y u see he's having quite long hair..
Ok back to my story.. We then went to the Imigration Department which was packed with swarms of human beings all waiting to get their documents done. We had to wait so long..But the whole time i was trying to make stupid jokes with my sister so that we'd laugh and my temper wont come so fast.. ;) My turn came and the lady said I had to pay RM$110 for the lost IC.. Mann.. Is the M'sian Govt that poor now? We had to only pay RM$20 for first time lost and RM$110 for the second.. But now even first time its RM$110... Matiii~
But luckily the processes were fast and didnt require lots of this and that.. So we left and my dad dropped me in Emart.. There we had lunch and my parents & sister had to leave coz my dad wasn't feeling well. I hugged my parents before they left and i just cudn't help my tears from rolling but i tried my best to keep them in my tearducts coz i remembered my dad once told me 'What for u cry? Crying only make me feel even more disturbed..'
Ok so they left and i was in Emart waiting for my driver. We left Emart at 2:30pm to Parkson where i got my Christmas exchange gift.. It costs RM$35.95.. It was a book 'Steps to the anointing'. I didnt noe what else to buy so yea~. We left Miri town at 4pm and reached the imigration at 4:45pm. I thought it was gonna be smooth sailing on the way back and guess wat?? There was a long queue and it took around 45minutes to get off the imigration. I cudnt wait any longer or i'll seriously blow my temper..so i just slept.. We reached KB at around 6pm..I reached home and rushed straight into the bathroom, showered and got ready for the Christmas Party.
Oh but the Party was great ahahah... though i didnt take anything home..ahaha.. But we had a good time taking pictures and miggling and worship.. Thanks FLAMES for the worship it was good. And Good job for the song.. ahaha..Love it!! Thanks to Fung Mei Jie and Deborah for the sharings, very touching.. To Harvey thanks for the BBQ ahaha... Lastly to Rev.Dunstan (oh yea) for translating the message.. Could see he was quite tensed..ahaha.. Very funny too.. :)
We finished about 10:30pm.. Then they started it again.. Haha.. Sher and the gang started again.. 'Hannah, sapa antar ko balik?' *majal* until fungmei also follow and ask without knowing anything.. haha... Then they sang lots of songs.. Sampai sherra merajuk i don hug her properly. ahaha.. OK ppl.. He didnt propose me ok?? Please we are still friends and brother&sister in Christ. Support la sikit.. *kiruh* ahaha... Lastly Fung Mei & Deborah also know about it.. But not jadi yet ok?? Please ppl..ahaha.. erm.. yup2 we couldn't stop laughing when Deborah say they'll prepare a grand one for us..ahaha..macam2.. So yea i laughed too much yesterday..
But all the laughing and everything reli did help me lose my tension and forget my problems and worries. Just had fun and enjoyed it..
hahaha... Ok as i promised here are the pictures of my cuzzies..

This is ah B (Photo taken the last time i went down to Miri..Not yesterday)
This is meimei & Me (The only time i could make her sit still for 1 sec)
Photo of her when she was still 10-12mths old..Now she's alot bigger and noisier..

Entered By: Thunderous Blackrose

Better relationship

2008-12-12T10:59:00.000-08:00

Hope u guys enjoy this..
A man walked into a therapist's office looking very depressed. "Doc, you've got to help me. I can't go on like this."

"What's the problem?" the docotor inquired.

"Well, I'm 35 years old and I still have no luck with the ladies. No matter how hard I try, I just seem to scare them away."

"My friend, this is not a serious problem. You just need to work on your self-esteem. Each morning, I want you to get up and run to the bathroom mirror. Tell yourself that you are a good person, a fun person, and an attractive person. But say it with real conviction. Within a week you'll have women buzzing all around you."

The man seemed content with this advice and walked out of the office a bit excited. Three weeks later he returned with the same downtrodden expression on his face.

"Did my advice not work?" asked the doctor.

"It worked alright. For the past several weeks I've enjoyed some of the best moments in my life with the most fabulous looking women."

"So, what's your problem?"

"I don't have a problem," the man replied. "My wife does."

P.S. So guys don be greedy.. Hahaha.. Might not be ur wife having a prob might be ur gf..haha

Congratz to Tikah and family!!

2008-12-11T06:36:00.000-08:00

Tikah, Amoi ucapkn TAHNIAH!! for the new baby gurl at 7:48pm. Sorry can't stay and wait for you to come out from the ward. But hope to see you and your baby soon..Congratz Achol for the new baby and Haikal for a new sister ;) To mama and babah, Tahniah dpt cucu seorang lagi. Lastly to Alai, Amy, Farah, Yusop & Haziq Tahniah dpt anak buah baru.. Tapi jangan main ja.. ingat tolong tukarkn lampin jua..ahahaha :)

Birthday Wishes

2008-12-09T22:13:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to my nephew Joshua Chin!! May God continue to bless you with good health and wisdom for your studies. Study hard and study smart.. Lots of love comin' from your young Aunty Hannah

Words of appreciation

2008-12-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

How cud i forget?? Thanks Mona for helping me think of nama blog atu..hehe.. Thanks for her creative brain thinking of 'words beyond me' hehe.. Yath i like her brain tu.. Hehe.. Mona krg bawa swimming ahz..

Another Day in the Life of Thunderous Blackrose

2008-12-08T18:19:00.000-08:00

On Sunday I ate a lot and yesterday at the Jantin’s residence I ate a lot. What about today? Haha.. What happen to me?? Hehe.. Today’s another bright sunny morning at the Jantin’s residence. They kidnap me and don’t wanna send me home…Ahaha.. *Kes majal* Later they say wanna bring me to the Kompleks for swimming.. Never been in a pool for so long. Been in a pool long ago but never learnt how to swim. Haha.. Dunno what’s gonna happen later and dunno whos coming but one thing for sure we’re gonna have lotsa fun. Guys wanna join?? Hehe.. :)
Hmm... Yesterday got scolded by my dad coz I lost my IC.. What a bad day.. Whoeva took my wallet u better voice out before I look for you. Huhu.. Take care everyone thats all for now. Waiting for the afternoon to arrive and we go swimming hehe... Malu eh..

Webcam and Loveletter from MJ

2008-12-07T07:05:00.000-08:00

The girl who helped me to kickstart with this blog, Mayrilene Jay (MJay)

Hey! MJ here. Hannah Lee is not anak cina! She anak Iban! HAHAHHAHAHA! Now I culik her because lately she curang with me with other people. So sad liao. I cerai with her with talak tiga, then she know. For sure beg for mercy! wahahaaaa. And oh, she owes me $4 and a swim in the pool :) I am crazy. haha. But still she wants me. Haha. No lah, no lesbo. I only ulun-ulun here cause she is easy to be bullied despite the fact she's thunderous. Know why? Because I am the BOMB! HAHAHAHAHHA! Major MJ on the go. Bah hannnnah, don't curang. Cook indomee for me in the morning. If not, you sleeeeep in the toilet like my cat :3 haha!

xoxo MJAY♥

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Hey y'all this is Hannah a.k Lee.. Haha.. I'm new to this blogging thingy so pls bear with me. And I must remind you that I'm not very keen in updating my blog so yea... Read wateva i post when i do post them ok? Oh yea.. Thats MJ.. Everyone say 'Hi!!' to MJ.. Yup she's THE BOMB even my Thunder can't win against her. Haha.. That's all for now... Tke cre y'all

MY OATH TO YOU...

2008-12-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

When you are sad . I will dry your tears

When you are scared ... I will comfort your fears.

When you are worried ... I will give you hope.

When you are confused ... I will help you cope.

And when you are lost ... And can't see the light, I shall be your beacon ... Shining ever so bright.

This is my oath . I pledge till the end.

Why you may ask? Because you're my friend.

Signed:
Thunderous Blackrose

My first post

2008-12-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!!!